Do you suffer from depression and anxiety like I do? No one wants to talk about how it affects us in our daily life activities, relationships, the people we call friends and families. We have to live like everything is okay every day just to make it through when in reality nothing is okay.. or so it seems. It just doesn’t show up on your doorstep from one night to another. It takes its toll on us from years of having to deal with real life situations some people can’t handle well. It drives us to mentally think we are the problem and it’s all in our head. Every day we sit or lay in bed wondering what’s the point of living when nothing is going right. I’m sure most people have at least felt that once in their life. You’re not alone and we need to make those around us aware that this is much more than just stuff in our heads. For me, depression has been sitting deep within me since I was in middle school. I was constantly bullied for how I dressed, how I wasn’t the pretty skinny popular kid, how I had my hair done. It can start out as bullying, a living situation with a parent/parents, and or being in an abusive relationship. We never know what’s going on with someone’s life so why are we so quick to judge others for feeling the way they do? No one’s life is perfect and do not let anyone tell you otherwise. Basically, the stuff I write will be about my depressive life and how I manage to keep myself together even when all fails. I hope I can help those who are like me dealing with similar stuff.